Every day I feel myself getting worse and back to my old depressed self. It just seems like everyday I don’t care anymore and I just lay around sad. I know that I’m getting worse and I can’t do anything about it
"I didn’t want to wake up. I was having a much better time asleep. And that’s really sad. It was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you’re so relieved. I woke up into a nightmare."
- Ned Vizzini, It’s Kind Of A Funny Story (via exphemism)